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Life In The Infinite (Demo) is here!

Life In The Infinite (Demo) is here! FEATURED

Finally. 💚💜 So so glad to announce that the introductory entry for my 2017 poetry collection can now be downloaded in its Demo version. Hope you enjoy reading it, you beautiful, beautiful people! One down, seven to go. So much more to come this year. Don't forget to share with your friends. 🧡

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Happy International Women's Day!

Happy International Women’s Day!

Category: musing

Posted on: Wednesday, March 8th, 2017

Wear feminism on your sleeve. And live it. Today, we celebrate and appreciate all the women in the world. To all the moms, all the daughters, all the sisters, all the workers, all the career women. Happy International Women's Day! Let's all continue to fight for gender equality and education for women. ...Read more

Ethan Lesley, Ethan Anarchy

When Your Love It Turns To Guilt

Category: existhantial, poetry

Posted on: Tuesday, February 21st, 2017

Spencer lives in constant fear He lives in constant premature rejection not by others, but by himself He decides for everything decides for everyone as he had failed to decide before "You do not want a part of me," he says "My red is dirty," he believes "My red corrupt." Spencer lives in dissonace Completely aware of how it rushes in his veins; he continues to live in vain Hoping to find someone as damaged, as baggaged as he is and then he damages himself Because all the philosophies and all the support fail to deliver him from himself and in the red-lit corners of the world ...Read more

In Your Mind Exists The Infinite, Ethan Anarchy, Ethan Lesley

In your mind exists the infinite

Category: existhantial, poetry

Posted on: Monday, February 20th, 2017

In your mind exists the infinite That which you can only pour into art into writing into paper that can only be understood by same minds It cries out of you You turn it alive The wyverns overhead that you witness in constant battle, as you're cartographing tunnels you escape to Or at least you try You write to empower but you destroy You convince yourself you're an ally when you're not An outsider in a city more obsessed with other paths Other jobs, more valuable than what your mind-store produce You starve, physically and mentally as you consider yourself a faux artist ...Read more

Reincarnatio, Ethan Anarchy, Ethan Lesley, Life In The Infinite


Category: existhantial, poetry

Posted on: Monday, February 20th, 2017

You're haunted by your past Haunted by your future: the one that will be and the one you have lost Haunted by regrets and mistakes By memories of people you let go and those who you actively hurt, How many lives have you, in your most subtle way, ruined and just how much the thought of them don't affect you the least. You drown your cocktails with pills that make you numb Romanticize the loneliness like music to your muse Married to the dream you lost yourself into Only to wake up unsmiling, dazed; you're confused. You keep reminding yourself that everybody hurts the way you hurt ...Read more

The Freelancer's Midnight Prayer

The Freelancer’s Midnight Prayer

Category: existhantial, poetry

Posted on: Thursday, January 26th, 2017

Previously The Freelancer’s Mantra What one chants when times are frustrating and income is slow and life is challenging When success is in reach and payday is near but maybe your optimism's fooling you, 'cause this already happened before. Basic everyday stuff for the Barely Making It. Part 1: Centering (Yourself With A Badass Mix Before Opening Your Work Folder on XP because you refuse to update) Om bhur bhuvaht sivan Tat savitur Australia Bhargo devasya-burbia Dhiyo youth na prachodaya Part 2: GREAT-full-grateful, but perhaps some other road... Oh Lorde, Ein Sof, Lana d ...Read more

Ethan Anarchy, Ethan Lesley, Existhantial logo

When in doubt, write a pretentious poem.

Category: existhantial, musing, poetry, shorts

Posted on: Tuesday, January 24th, 2017

Existhantial log 170124 Are we too old to be capable Of mental strains we once knew as youths Of giving up, snuffing the lights with sad songs Feel as pointless as our lives are in its most Are we focused too much on what's in front of us Slaves of what we desperately believe should be ahead Tired of these aching, self-strained shoulders And the cruel future I see as a broken reflection of health Have you ever felt like you've been trying To be too many things all at once That being and becoming anything less than who you want to be Is a complete betrayal to who you are? Am ...Read more

Review till death

Review till death

Category: dreamlog

Posted on: Tuesday, March 1st, 2016

I had this dream when I was confined at the hospital last January 2016. Might be the product of my heavy medication (it does say "vivid dreams" on the long list of side effects), but this came to me as a bit of a shock. In my dream, I entered a movie theater. Typical set up, with comfortable reclining red chairs, people grouped together, sitting apart from others. The lights were on yet there was nothing on the big screen, just static. I walked down the aisle until I recognized them: some of my friends, some of the doctors from the hospital, all huddled together, checking out a familiar ...Read more

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