"O', what would I do and what do I dare give up
If only to live the dream of titanic pleasure?…
If I close both my eyes and dream of sin, then
Sin is wrapped purity. Scene Kid, are the farms
Of Aerilon now burning? Describe them
Burning to me."
– Kahel, excerpt
What is it that one ever so desires that makes both heaven and hell burst? What is it– this opportunity to be so brutally naked– that it lives in the shadows of the shadows of things in the underground? I must admit, I was a bit of a cynical show-off, when I was being courted by my youth. And, by my youth, of course I mea ...Read more
Some get high at one sense or one whiff or one allusion to death, while others still claim it as the most perverted. Although still gazed upon as the formal state of most famous tabloids and values of art, I do tire of death as a reality but never as a concept in which to mold my mornings into. No, I would not say I am still braving the same type of depression I once had lived in; nor am I keeping it normal still, that kind of perverted mindset that ruined both mind and body. And no, I did not get professional help, as many have done so and many still need to. And no, this luck doesn't come ea ...Read more
I wandered into a movie theater. Typical set up: comfortable reclining red chairs, people split into groups according to acquaintances. The lights were on yet there was nothing on the white sheet, except static.
I walked in a hurry, down the aisle, until I recognized them, or at least some of them: my friends, some doctors, relaxed faces, forgotten peers, all huddled together and checking out a familiar grey folder that contained my drawings and pen sketches. Some of them had serious gazes while some laughed, clearly enjoying the entries. Couldn't exactly make out which made which noise even ...Read more
edited January 21, 2017
Hi! It's Ethan. Welcome to the Dreamlog section of my website. This was supposed to be all about my dreamscapades, but now I'm recharging it to contain short stories as well.
Here are a couple of screenshots from my favorite sitcom, Happy Endings, which inspired the creation of this section.
Anarchy of the mind.
I wrote some welcome-to-my-blog remarks, which you can read here.